snap !

WISH

2010-07-08T21:16:00.003+08:00

Given that my birthday’s in three days, I feel like that gives me a right to create a birthday wishlist :D

Alice in Wonderland Drink Me Locket Watch Necklace (can be found @ The Little Drom Store but gift is only applicable to closed ones due to the price KACHING!!)
Origami patterned tote from The Little Drom Store
Voucher for a hair cut!
A pair of shoes (I haven't been visiting Rockstar by Soon Lee to see what they have in store now, but I've been really fond of all the shoes they stock so just drag me to Rockstar please. Think KEEP and TOMS)
Scott Pilgrim Comics (ALL VOLUMES except Vol 1)
~~Sparkling Apple Eau De Toilette Fragrance from Body Shop~~
If you can't afford any of these, a cock board + a plain white or wooden frame containing a picture of you and I HEHEE

i've made your life a tad bit easier innit? teehee.

NOCAW

2010-03-05T01:19:00.001+08:00

fyou

2010-03-03T00:14:00.004+08:00

i. you don't know a shit about me so don't give me "this is not you, mira" shit
ii. you are a faker
iii. it was uneventful even though i was surrounded with people i love
v. my eyes were swelling i couldn't breathe easily there was a wheezing sound coming from my mouth every time i breathe
vi. i keep spelling mouth as mother
vii. bring me back to the moment i was in the car, on his lap, listening to 2 other voices, screaming NIJI at the top of their lungs, the wind blowing my hair wildly, i want that moment to be now

feeling sadder bit by bit

2010-03-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

everyone's too fucked up beyond words

mhmm

2010-02-27T14:27:00.002+08:00

dear john
the lovely bones
nodame cantabile the final movement
alice in wonderland
whip it

01

2010-02-15T00:04:00.003+08:00

day 01 - your favourite song

i don't exactly have an all time favourite song but as of late, i've been listening to a lot of the xx. favourite songs by them are vcr, crystalised, shelter, basic space and islands (which was used in the latest grey's episodeeeee. the grey people make perfect song choices all the time!)

hyder yeoh the taurus man

2010-02-14T22:49:00.004+08:00

got this thingy from http://fantasyworld.wordpress.com/taurus-men/
the description is mostly true! but the language isnt perfect though

A quiet simple man, who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tends to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness. Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird.

He is sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don’t set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay. When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away.

If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people. He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never wants to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself (probably).

He does not care what people think when he behaves weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor. He like to search and analyze people and things.

He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve (BABI!). He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions. He knows so many people, but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people.

He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others. He is a man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, and able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set.

He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won’t disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back. He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private.

He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force him in competition. He may seem careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one. He sees anything in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip.

He will be honest and sincere to his friends. He hates lies, so he will not tell you lie. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul. If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person(hahaha). He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is “No Freedom”, so if he marries you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, and then you could have him beside you.

i will be blogging everday starting today

2010-02-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

Day 01 - Your favourite song
Day 02 - Your favourite movie
Day 03 - Your favourite television program
Day 04 - Your favourite book
Day 05 - Your favourite quote
Day 06 - Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 - A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 - A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 - A photo you took
Day 10 - A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 - A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 - Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 - A fictional book
Day 14 - A non-fictional book
Day 15 - A fanfic
Day 16 - A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 - Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 - A talent of yours
Day 20 - A hobby of yours
Day 21 - A recipe
Day 22 - A website
Day 23 - A YouTube video
Day 24 - Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 - Your day, in great detail
Day 26 - Your week, in great detail
Day 27 - This month, in great detail
Day 28 - This year, in great detail
Day 29 - Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

you know that i could use somebody

2010-02-14T11:37:00.004+08:00

HYDER BOUGHT FOR ME SLIPPERS <333

magic spells

2010-02-13T02:41:00.004+08:00

yes all photos by me. don't rip them :BB

not made for school

2010-02-11T02:50:00.004+08:00

each time i look at the canvas i thought to myself, i don't want to be like any of my peers i don't want my work to be forced i want each and every details of them to be of passion and has its own life i want everything to flow out of me naturally i want to enjoy what i do BUT i can't just wait for 'natural' ideas to come with a deadline ahead SO HOW DO I FUCKING DO THIS

2010-02-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated
unmotivated

"this heart is struggling just to breathe on the surface"

2010-02-10T19:34:00.002+08:00

=)

2010-02-08T02:48:00.000+08:00

indie process

2010-02-07T23:59:00.005+08:00

thank god school's ending. so that i don't have to__________________________________________.

nb

2010-02-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

wa jialat, i angry.

qtpie

2010-02-07T01:09:00.002+08:00

hello you

2010-02-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

eye-den-titti

2010-02-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

ok i shall stick with this one

11 things

2010-02-02T20:21:00.001+08:00

things to learn from Matt Edgar on Vimeo.

current desktop

2010-02-01T19:52:00.001+08:00

"I'm thinking of leaving school, growing a beard and joining the circus"

a million little pieces

2010-02-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

when you're gone, the world starts again

repliessss

2010-02-01T00:48:00.006+08:00

what do you do when u suffer from artist block?

one thing you should know i don't like forcing an idea out of myself. as much as possible, i like them to come naturally. the moment i am stumped for ideas, i get away from my work as far as possible. i either go out and play to take a breather or start doddling on a sketchpad OR do both at the same time! oh, what i usually draw on the sheet of paper? i craft my emotions on it so to release some stress and nothing related to my work! apart from that, i talk to people about my project/work, sometimes they can come in handy. if nothing else works or i get too pressurized, i cry and go to sleep (which i've been doing a lot lately).

anyway no matter overwhelmed you may feel, just shake things up you need to calm yourself down first.

what is your favourite band?

personally i don't have any favourite in particular but i have a list of bands/artists that i listen to from time to time? to list some - lykke li!!!!!, m83, passion pit, phoenix, asobi seksu, miike snow, crystal castles and a few others

you're not lousy, cos you are very talented. At least you're better than me. I've no talents at all.

everyone has a gift, my friend. that includes you.

I think you're extremely pretty and you're gay. HAHAHAHAHA. anyway. do keep up the good work ok. And, I really hope you get enough sleep. with love, your tudung in your closet.

the moment i read "you're extremely pretty" i knew it was you. you're the only friend i have who would say that haha! and i am gay, i knooow. i genuinely miss you where are you did i misplace youu??

forget your fears

2010-01-31T20:59:00.003+08:00

theme song for yesterday's escapade : We Own The Sky & The Night Starts Here

the ectasy
the being free
the big black cloud
over you and me

will be back with...replies i am sorry for not replying =( been extremely extremely busy

stuck

2010-01-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

THEN WHAT

i need my support system

2010-01-26T00:48:00.005+08:00

dear ah kow,

school's depressing there's way too much shit, shit to do, shit unresolved, shit here shit there i want to quit i feel like i can do more without school i feel like school's holding me back its so...twisted school is all about brainwashing innocent minds we had as kids maybe my heart is not made for school my heart is not punkrock enough how how how CAN YOU SHOW ME HOW do i make it hardcore again? just when a weight was lifted off my shoulders more and more things were put upon them fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck all around me people are making me feel lousy i know it's not their fault but sometimes i wish they could stop making me feel like OASKEDAISKEWAOEWENABEI urghhhhh

i really really need you to be with me this weekend

mira

this is like shrieking at a blank wall

inside joke

2010-01-25T23:03:00.004+08:00

m: (complained about what happened)
h: then you never sing that song?
m: what song?
h: WE ARE NOT THE SAAAME!

mampos.

pretty things

2010-01-25T19:39:00.001+08:00

want!

burnt stars crying

2010-01-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

WOWZAAA

2010-01-23T00:48:00.002+08:00

ohoh i found a cute cover of pursuit of happiness. i love it. she's SCAMPI by the way

ooooo she does a cover of dance, dance, dance too!

i just bathed

2010-01-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

mira should stop being selfish. other people deserve happiness too
mira has red disgusting spots all over her body
mira itches like hell and scratches like a monkey

:((

supermom!

2010-01-20T20:21:00.001+08:00

hahah i think my designs are getting more merepek

every sunday

2010-01-20T14:48:00.001+08:00

how it feels like every sunday

How to select a rubber ducky

2010-01-18T11:07:00.001+08:00

Choosing the right rubber ducky for your bath needs is no small challenge, given the wide range of vendors and varieties out there. In fact, rubber duckies come in many sizes, shapes, colors and textures. Some squirt, some float, some sink, some even glow in the dark, but all guarantee more fun in the bath.

Instructions

Step 1
Look beyond yellow. While the traditional rubber ducky is sunshine-yellow with an orange bill, you'll find many other versions out there. Options include duckies designed to look like princesses, bankers, devils and angels, as well as pink, purple, red, blue and green duckies.

Step 2
Save money by buying duckies online and in bulk. This is a great option if you plan to give them away as party favors or use them as part of a rubber ducky race.

Step 3
Select rubber duckies to match the theme of an outdoor party. For instance, many novelty stores carry duckies decked out in luau or fiesta gear. Set them afloat in a fountain, swimming pool, pond or even the punch bowl for a whimsical touch.

Step 4
Choose weighted duckies if you're planning to host a ducky race. It's easy to do. Simply have each participant write his number on the side of his ducky, then let the duckies loose in a trough or pool. Weighted duckies have better balance.

Step 5
Buy a whole family of rubber duckies for your little one and use them as a tool for learning to count. You can often find families of rubber duckies packaged together.

Step 6
Attend the annual Duckfest convention if you're serious about collecting rubber duckies. The world's only rubber ducky collector convention, Duckfest is the place to go if you want to see rare duckies and select new ones for your collection.

x

hipstamatic

2010-01-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

sri yus.

dmbfk

2010-01-16T22:51:00.001+08:00

tape you, rip your heart out, throw you into the blaaaaccccck holeeeeeeeee
tape you, rip your heart out, throw you into the blaaaaccccck holeeeeeeeee
tape you, rip your heart out, throw you into the blaaaaccccck holeeeeeeeee

why does it keep going on when it's empty?

2010-01-15T00:14:00.001+08:00

repliessss

2010-01-14T18:04:00.003+08:00

What are you doing?

listening to YYY on youtube and TRYING (again) to relate to their music because everyone's raving about it. but once again, yyy has failed to capture my heart. guess i am not indie/grunge enough ay? having said that, i like Maps though and Karen O in WTWTA soundtracks. the OST is brilliannnnnnt (Y)(Y)(Y)

you are so pretty and slim. weeeweet! -princess jannah

hello your majesty! thank you :> such comments rarely come by. you are pretty yourself and sizzzzling hot macham BK's mushroom swiss!

what is special abt your bf?

mmh, for one, hyder has so so much potential in music. like, he can pick up ANY available instruments and start harmonizing. and! he owns a pair of golden ears i swear. yeah...he has magic whatever when it comes to music.

ok, second point. why he is very special to me is mostly because he takes me as i am. for as long as we are together, he never EVER REVER complains about my imperfections - character wise, mistakes, looks. he modestly accepts whatever i can give and nothing more. no matter what shit i throw at him, he takes it, sure, he gets mad but he has never mentioned how much of a scum i am.

what is mizacat???

hahaha, it's "M is a cat" where M is an initial of my name. it's supposed to be pronounced that way too. i iz random much?

list 5 characteristics of you.

am an introvert but i don't necessarily like it
have high expectations for EVERYTHING. especially for myself that most of the time i cannot live up to them. it is very difficult to impress me, hehe try it!
like to take my time doing things be it eating, walking, drawing. one of the reasons why i struggle with deadlines!
sensitive but i keep my feelings low-key
i keep things at a minimum level and like things that are minimal

can you not cut your hair?

hehehehehehehehe.

chotto matte!

2010-01-12T09:55:00.002+08:00

will be back with replies! meanwhile do keep them coming, @mizacat

i'm going to the WILD

2010-01-11T02:11:00.003+08:00

AM VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY MUCH IN LOVE WITH WWTA'S SOUNDTRACKS

i can cry listening to igloo :(

Avatar = Pocahontas?

2010-01-10T02:48:00.000+08:00

shoot me!

2010-01-08T01:44:00.008+08:00

SHOOT ME!
all comments/questions will be submitted anonymously. it works just like formspring except that i will be replying to the comments/questions in a fresh post! go ahead, shoot me with anything, whatever that comes in mind! :>

anyway shugo tokumaru is performing for mosaic. i'm waiting for hyder to come back so i can propose the idea of seeing the gig! i really really want to sing prashoo prashoo with my cat huhu

brochure design

2010-01-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

illustration for the treetop brochure we are working on. i call it the Moja Moja Forest!

"i want to find some unicorn DNA and then grow a bunch of them and teach them to impale Claire’s friends with their horns"

2010-01-07T21:29:00.005+08:00

no go for where the wild things are

"a rave reception, it seems, is not enough to guarantee a movie’s release in Singapore"

QTPIE

2010-01-06T02:34:00.004+08:00

2006, 2007, 2008, 2009

i miss you, qt pie

hi if you don't like this please give me

2010-01-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

earlgreyparty

cccccccbbb out of stock leh i sad

the powpower of music

2010-01-04T02:09:00.010+08:00

i want to change the font to something else but i got lazyyy courier new is so...2009

can't sleep although school's starting in 8 hours time

so this is the new year
and i don't feel any different
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance

anyway since songs can transport me back into days when i live and breathe with them i'm doing a list of songs that made my 2009 just in case i want to relive some of the moments (and partly to tire me out)

aphex twin film
asobi seksu i'm happy but you don't like me
asobi seksu me & mary
the bird & the bee diamond dave
the bird & the bee you're a cad
broken social scene ft. feist lover's spit
copeland every silence
crystal castles vs. health crimewave
crystal castles alice practice
feist gatekeeper
the fire fight HENRI
foals hummer
girl in a coma their cell
the great spy experiment late night request
the great spy experiment class A love affair
the great spy experiment wasted (i ripped it from youtube hahaha)
high places banana slugs
inch THE BEDROOM
kiD CuDi ft. MGMT ft. ratatat pursuit of happiness
kleerup ft. lykki li until we bleed
lacrosse you can't say no forever
lisa mitchell neopolitan dreams
lisa mitchell clean white love
lisa mitchell coin laundry
lykke li YOUTH NOVEL
lykke li possibility
m83 we own the sky
maria taylor song beneath the song
metric help i'm alive
metric sick muse
metric sick muse (adam freeland remix)
metric gimme sympathy
miike snow animal (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111)
mika rain
mumm-ra she's got you high
the pains of being pure at heart everything with you
passion pit sleepyhead (starsmith remix ft. emily goulding)
phoenix liztomania
phoenix girlfriend
the temper trap fools
the temper trap love lost
vampire weekend cousins
vampire weekend vs miike snow the kids don't stand a chance
the xx crystalised
chatmonchy last love letter

probably more but this will do. those in caps are albums of course meaning i love allllllllll the songs in it.

i iz fat and not cool

2010-01-03T19:34:00.004+08:00

hi this waz how i spent my niu year

not a good new year

2010-01-02T05:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes i don't know what i'm good at

remind me, some kind soul?

ano hentai nodamee

2009-12-28T18:57:00.003+08:00

MARCH 11 - can't wait

phyl, phyl, phyl

2009-12-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

hi i love my boyfriend no matter how things are getting pretty same-y or routine like

carrot pants!

2009-12-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

today's shopping experience taught me that hyder's taste and mine differ SO GREATLY. his taste is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yucky no wonder he chose me.

i am yucky looking i swear

love it

2009-12-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

but it's going to hurt

2009-12-25T02:56:00.004+08:00

He’s been a major part of your life, of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you’re relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just cause it was hurting you doesn’t mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap and sometimes, you feel yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take awhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, cause it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s going to hurt.

happy holidays!

2009-12-25T02:49:00.004+08:00

pursuit of happiness

2009-12-24T03:46:00.002+08:00

we are all pokemons
we are all pokemons
we are all pokemons
we are all pokemons
and we eat campbell soup

she has got all the beautiful people

2009-12-20T13:20:00.003+08:00

credit: x x x x x x

imma wizard

2009-12-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

i Wingardium Leviosaed my page! :>

(will keep this up for a day i promise)

anyway hyder has got a date with his boyfriendsss and he isn't home yet and he's not calling ):

hyder says i'm emo today

2009-12-19T03:57:00.001+08:00

numb is the new high
numb is the new high
numb is the new high

in you

2009-12-18T23:01:00.008+08:00

i don't know anymore. i don't know where my heart lies right now.

what is this sick feeling?

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created wtih four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two seperate parts, condeming them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.

sometimes, i thank god hyder doesn't have girlfriends or milo-friends or whatever 'friends' other boyfriends come out with as an excuse to be around other pretty vaginas. boys like that should just...decompose into nothingness

trioverload

2009-12-17T02:15:00.001+08:00

so...uh..uhmm, am i indie now?

immeasurable

2009-12-16T03:04:00.003+08:00

what we have, as much as it is perfect, it is terribly imperfect

so true

2009-12-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

All I know is, if you don’t figure out this something, you’ll just stay ordinary, and it doesn’t matter if its a work of art or a taco, or a pair of socks! Just create something… new, and there it is, and its you, out in the world, out side of you and you can look at it, or hear it, or read it, or feel it… and you know a little more about… you. A little bit more than anyone else does… Does that make any sense at all?

so true

horror secara dasyat

2009-12-14T03:26:00.000+08:00

BY END OF THIS WEEK

must keep reminding self

2009-12-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

even when i have pains, i don't have to be one
even when i have pains, i don't have to be one

even when i have pains, i don't have to be one

even when i have pains, i don't have to be one

even when i have pains, i don't have to be one

since when are you a fan of HP?

2009-12-08T23:23:00.006+08:00

people just seem to like her because she seems nice and polite. but thing is, you are an entirely different breed, mira. so you should stop doing this to yourself, stop feeling threatened because you KNOW yourself that you are BETTER in different areas. other people like your classmates don't notice it because they are erm how should i put it...okay, naturally humans go for nice and polite people. that's all there is to it.

fine, it's downright frustrating when she's starting to the dwell in things that you've been so fond of. but so what! it's only because of common interests maybe? and it makes sense if we were to view it as an Influence. oh has anyone mentioned? you are influential with all the pretty things you know/have/do. if they did not see it then they are not close to you.

you know how people like you and i behave...some of us just keep things to ourselves when they don't want to acknowledge other's achievements. it's only because they feel PRESSURED or are envious okay? stop hanging your head low already. you are an individual no one can be you and your boyfriend is ending his BMT tomorrow you should be a happy girl

wrecked

2009-12-08T00:14:00.005+08:00

one of these days i'm going to die from _______________.

note to self,

2009-12-07T19:12:00.002+08:00

unagi

2009-12-06T20:46:00.005+08:00

shaker fries x 2
unagi-seaweed flavored potato chips
curry chicken with rice
teriyaki burger

i swear i'm gonne be as fat as hyder in no time :(

we joined the uniqlo's queue at 313 yesterday, hyder got the 9.90 sweater and behaved all bengish whenever he put it on. he performed an epic "i loooooooooo~oooove subaru" in the public and got himself a free (but ugly) shirt. hyder left me a lot to laugh about. when he calls later, i'm gonne tease him with "i looooooooo~ooove hyder" and let him relive his humiliating moment yesterday.

3 days to POP!

2009-12-04T16:26:00.001+08:00

@everyonewhoisreadingthis

Hang on when your heart's had enough, and give more when you want to give up

purple purple purple

2009-12-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

had time to draw and photoshop today!

well the truth is i like comments so i know where i've gone wrong or right. maybe i'm not nice enough to people that's why.

Dear John

2009-12-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

i want to watch this now now now now nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

RT sheeeena

2009-12-02T18:48:00.001+08:00

"Today I noticed that the "lol" symbol looks like a drowning guy, and all you see is his head and arms sticking out of the water. I bet he's not laughing out loud anymore. MLIA"

:>

2009-12-02T10:55:00.002+08:00

test shot test shot test shot

what?!

2009-12-01T17:28:00.004+08:00

shit. i realized it was the last month of 2009 only when i heard someone saying "today is 1st of december" in class. December! my boyfriend graduates from BMT in a week's time. holidays are coming in 2 week's time. music submission in four days, 101 ideas and brochure design submission in one month, portfolio's submission in two months. TWO MONTHS only!

(and seriously it doesn't make sense to have the portfolio sketches due on 04 Jan. that would be too late)

i feel like curling up into a ball and die.

hi, tweeps

2009-12-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

i am twitting!

http://twitter.com/mizacat!!!
http://twitter.com/mizacat!!!
http://twitter.com/mizacat!!!
http://twitter.com/mizacat!!!
http://twitter.com/mizacat!!!

@suhailaaris

2009-12-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

i compare myself to my classmates only when i feel like i am lagging behind. at times, all i need is to remind myself where my strengths and weaknesses lie but sometimes the idea doesn't help because i feel that there's an overwhelming differences in between.

):

fanning

2009-11-30T21:35:00.001+08:00

first day of the week

2009-11-29T23:15:00.004+08:00

almost every sunday i feel listless

why i should not compare myself to my classmates:

heaven knows i'm miserable now

New Moon

2009-11-28T01:20:00.005+08:00

New Moon was just fine. looking back at it, i wasn't actually enthusiastically looking forward to it like how i was for Twilight. i didn't know when the release date was until Hyder told me New Moon is already showing, and he's buying the tickets for the both of us.

i thought New Moon was better than Twilight. even Hyder mentioned it made more sense to him than Twilight. i wasn't a fan of Jacob at first but after seeing Taylor Lautner shirtless for the first time...i swear i felt my ovaries tingle (hahaha). the first half of the movie was draggy and mopey and i had a new found hate towards Bella (not K Stew) for being such a mary-sue of a character. yes, shamefully, it took me a year to discover that!

good things that happened in the movie:

Taylor Lautner
The soundtrack. i was surprised to find Lykke Li's music being featured in the movie. plus points! and the song was added neatly onto the depressing scene
Dakota Fanning. Although her appearance was short, she made a bad ass Jane!
The adorable werewolves
well-placed humour

Alan!

2009-11-25T09:39:00.004+08:00

i think my friend, Alan, has a very entertaining blog :>

what's aidao anyway?

sunshine cleaning

2009-11-24T19:40:00.002+08:00

(Y)(Y)(Y) Junebug soon!

anyway, something rather random yet cute...

joie de vivre

2009-11-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

:<

2009-11-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

i am down with fever because of the nonsense food i had on friday.

Hana's eighteenth birthday

2009-11-22T22:11:00.004+08:00

glad to have you back

Meet Fish

2009-11-19T00:12:00.006+08:00

featuring my new notebook and pen who have been serving me well

Fish is one of those girls. girls i see everyday. girls who want to be more than what they are and be someone they are not. stupid girls who compare themselves to goddesses in Tumblr. girls who prance around with a meaningless life. girls who wants collar bones that can catch rain. girls who busy themselves with things they think are important but aren't at all. girls who think they are queer when they are not.

what are you doing to my head?

2009-11-17T16:54:00.001+08:00

the kids don't stand a chance

2009-11-16T00:12:00.002+08:00

skins 4, hell yeah!

my oct/nov sounds:

miike snow
vampire weekend vs miike snow
copeland
the great spy experiment wasted
the great spy experiment late night request
the temper trap love lost

mmh,

2009-11-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

i got myself a new notebook and a new black pen.

missed

2009-11-13T01:19:00.002+08:00

i found your life in grey and white
and never thought i'd color it

am i gonne be alright?

2009-11-12T20:12:00.001+08:00

hi, last saturday, the only day i saw hyder last week, hyder brought me to a spot where the stars were uninhibited by the HDBs rising nearby. it was a good spot for us to talk endlessly, tell radical stories and for him to massage my foot and make my heart sing.

i don't know what's the point of telling you this but...try clicking this --->

now you know how my heart sang

there goes another weekend yeah?

2009-11-09T02:10:00.004+08:00

happy photographs;

hyder told his sergeant he wants to marry me after NS

sometimes his over-confidence scares me but this time round, i think it's cute and he makes me want to live in his belly button!

i don't know what to insert here

2009-11-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

mmh, guess i did not make it clear enough that i'm on a semi-hiatus. i will be here once in a while i guess, for times when i need a little public attention.

seriously, if you asked me, i don't know whether i am ok. there's too much numbness in my emotions that sometimes i get lost just by feeling. when i cry, i let out a sob or two and then seconds later, i get confused on why i am crying.

potential causes are 1) school there's just too much to do but i can't complain 2) hyder is in army 3)PMS. annoyingly, i can't put a finger on which to be blamed! apart from crying without knowing why, i've been eating more than usual, get easily startled and agitated. well, i really don't think it's depression although i show signs of it. hmm

having LATE NIGHT REQUEST on repeat now. it's the only song that comes close to what i am feeling now.

oh sorrow, won’t you flow out? these tired veins have dried. this tired soul has burned out. collect her. bring her back here next to me. cause I need her now. I need her touch so desperately. so go now, don’t come till the night is done. and I will wait for you. yeah, I will wait for you.

oh distance, oh why won’t you disappear? this electric love is so tiring and so dear. collect her, bring her back here next to me. cause I need her now. oh yeah, I need her now.

so go now, don’t come till the job is done. and I will wait for you. yeah, I will wait for you.

two things to do this weekend if hyder books out on time

2012
Polyclinic because hyder has a funny secret to share with the doc.

2009-11-04T00:54:00.002+08:00

i wish you dead. i wish you fall into the deepest hole on earth.

you are too horny to be my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 days before tekong

2009-10-07T16:42:00.001+08:00

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

— Bob Marley

we are golden, we are golden

2009-10-05T02:38:00.008+08:00

here's a higher quality photograph of the group picture at hairi's

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anyway, the sky has darkened and before it starts to rain i am gonne hide all of me in the black hole i'd dug for myself. i may not be blogging for a while.

Owen: You need to stop thinking about what's gonna happen, you need to focus on what is right in front of you. Now, hit the ball!
Cristina: Oh my god! Oh my god! I got it!

feel broken down

2009-10-04T03:10:00.004+08:00

sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow

do you love me, like I love you?
or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye
was that you passing me by?
are you passing me by?
do you want me?
do you need me, like I need you too?
and do you want me, like I want you?

are you passing me by?

Whip It

2009-10-02T03:31:00.005+08:00

it's ellen page! the scenes in 2:05 seem interesting aaand it's drew barrymore's directional debut. i want to watch this.

chocolate macroons

2009-10-01T02:10:00.002+08:00

they were bought for the visitors on hari raya but zani ate almost all of them up. and he's demanding for moree roaar! i was planning to save some for hyder to try because i have a feeling he hasn't tasted macroons before. i swear it's the yummiest malay kueh that has ever surfaced on earth or my aunt makes the yummiest chocolate macroons! now i only have 3 left for hyder and i am hiding all of them in a tupperware in my wardrobe. poor macroons. honestly i am fighting the urge to eat one of them up.

i'm sorry but i have to do this

2009-10-01T00:29:00.005+08:00

i don't mean to scare whoever is behind this. but if you are a friend of ours do tell me personally who you are. i swear i will be perfectly ok with it.

i know i know i know it could be anyone in this country, anyone who has friends/family called 'mira' and 'hyder' and it could be pure coincidence. but what are the chances? this unknown reader actually reads 71 pages of my blog and i think that's...wow, i bet he/she must be wanting to know more of us? i have no means of humiliating whoever is concerned. seriously, i was just taken by surprise i guess.

i don't know if it's anal to check whoever's reading one's blog, but i believe it's necessary.

oh my god...it could be my FATHER!